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rediscovered...I honestly cannot remember the last time I actually enjoyed a conversation with someone and hoped it could go on for a longer time....not that I have not been talking to my friends and enjoying it, but somehow last night the engagement level was deeper.You know, the kind of conversation where one topic leads to another seamlessly, the ability to relate to one …
it's officially 21 days into 2009 and i've been reluctant to blog about anything coz:1. i have not been dumped by anyone this year.2. i have yet to go on a date, therefore have not had a chance to feel heartbroken.3. nothing emo has gotten to me lately.so with no material to blog about, it's quite hard to start on anything, hence this useless post about nothing..maybe i …
what is in store for me next year?on this second last day of 2008, I am feeling very down. (as usual)as i look back on this year, as much as i don't want to regret the things i've done, th …
Bear Hunting Season Closes....time to hibernate and wait for Spring to come again...:(
The year is coming to an end...and this year has been one of many surprises, sadness and joy..I'm closing my bear hunting season soon, one last bullet, one last shot at happiness. if this …
My Status msg from Facebook.."Hector is feeling somewhat happy..."and I am. for some strange reason.I am getting dates.lol.after a dry spell of a couple of years...it never rains but pours...On a side note, I do carry a love charm from Japan around.It works? heheit's been so long, I feel rusty.not even sure what to do, or how to behave or where to draw the boundaries on …
concert's coming up this sunday..(link to poster)hmm..still feeling strangely calm. although i had a nightmare where i fell down on stage during the opening number..hahait feels like there should be a climax, but the feeling is missing..maybe my years of teaching has allowed my heart to be still.but i really hope everyone, including myself, performs well on Sunday. On my …
I wonder why i've recently settled into a feeling of such smug self satisfaction that I feel so god-damn weird.Something must be going right in my life, but it's been no different from before.my blessings this week.Had a good interview!Met Leon!Broke record for Bench Press!Felt Gluteal Pain!Spike in Testosterone!Got New SPECS!Sang Oh Holy Night with Joe!Fun Choir …
A Sigh….is still a Sigh… Listening to G & As duet just before the choir breaks into the familiar refrain…you must remember this….a kiss is still a kiss…. the lyrics struck a chord… recentl …
We Are Men, and We Like To Sing….. Well, finally the SMC retreat at Ubin came and went…was something I had looked forward to, yet had ambivalent feelings about… As the days drew …
grrr...normally don't listen to morning radio but the last two taxis i took had the radio blasting at full volume early in the morning...sigh can't a guy get some peace and quiet on the way to work? Especially if he is late...But anyway, incident one, Fm95.8, as usual allowed people to call in early in the morning to rant and rave about numerous topics (along with many …
another chapter of my life has came to an end.it's time to continue on this sometimes weary, sometimes delightful, mostly mundane journey of my life.this year has been one of great changes …
been doing something nice lately.but I'm not exactly doing myself a favour.nice guys do finish last, don't they.something dark lurks within my heart.it's provokes and nags at me.i clamp down the feeling.but i'm not feeling good.is life always about the other?been taught that empathy is the greatest gift.am beginning to feel the drain of having it.so i shut down my …
Went to see a doctor the day before for my back ache, it hurts when i sit down for prolonged period, and was predictably given pain killers and some cream to rub on my back....during the course of chatting with the doctor, he asked me about my medical history, so I told him about my weight, my fatty liver and my 10 eggs a day diet...and he suggested i do a blood test.which i …
Right, so went into RP Cali Fitness last night...was quite well prepared for the bombardment of trainers and the salespeople...but surprisingly they were not a very pushy lot. Maybe I was prepared for the encounter...so in total, spoke to 2 sales reps, 1 asst manager and 1 trainer. sales rep were pretty easy to deal with, just continued trying to bargain down the price until …
hmm...going to join California Fitness...reinforcing the fact that gay guys do finally all end up in workout nirvana eventually...faint!factors that influenced me.1. my gym partner broke2. need for heavier weights ( WHY SSC!!!! only 27.g kg dumbells!!!)3. no need to carry toiletries around (ok minor reason...)not going there to cruise...fortunately or unfortunately.been …
To see a hunky fruit seller!!! iketeru!woohoo, first holiday of the year...blogging at the airport again as usual..hehereally looking forward to this trip...:) already broke my diet..having a sandwich at terminal 3!lovely ariport though....planning my trip to Tokyo now....will blog again!....
F*** it all?? hmm, life aint really so different at 34. Last night, something clicked...some guy I liked, but did not requit the love, said something that got my mind whirring...won't go i …
How to Make a Banjo Sound Cool…Put it in the hands of Babydaddy from Scissor Sisters and get him to write a song!!!Was feeling kind of bored during my birthday yesterday, so searching thru …
My morning was spoiled by a total insensitive comment made by a radio dj.Was already bewildered when some weird rock music started playing from the radio (I was in a taxi, and had no choice but to listen). Never liked religious rock music, thinly disguised as a worship song. but hey everyone is entitled to his/her musical taste.then the radio deejay came on.she said …
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