… Yet nothing will.You know that sickening feeling that nothing will change or improve? I’m waiting, and I’m reviewing, I’m trying to change how I do things because I can’t control anything else. I have, but still that sickening feeling is there.I can live my dream life already, but what’s stopping me?!

I have gone a-crazy. I have started purchasing items from Ikea and I’m aiming to get a potato masher as well. In my defense, all the items are relatively cheap and useful for the house. But the pent up frustration from looking every dollar is driving me nuts. With the stove, I’ve started craving cooking ...

When Chicken was in town last week, he told me that one of the boys (N) we used to hang out with got married. I was a little insulted that he didn’t invite me, granted our history. Actually I was more surprised than anything, because when I was in KL earlier this year, he was ...

I will never see Tiramisu the same way again.It all started when vandalin, gooberdz, gingerbreadman, ginger, and the faithful non-boyfriend (fnbf) gathered at my place for a night of Taboo. We had dinner, where vandalin made chawanmushi.Then we ate cake.So the game started, and when fnbf started screaming “what you just ate” all of us ...

I used to like being alone.I used to like cooking alone, watching tv, and going out to the library to read comics. It sometimes got a little lonely, but there was the independence.To tell the truth, I used to be so afraid of being alone. The silence, the lack of interaction and the all-to-your-thoughts scared ...

I’m still ill. headache, bodyache, cough, cold, runny nose. Monkey’s mum gave me pi pa gao and once they saw me nesting in bed, they switch off the tv.

…I can’t decide between getting the Vibram 5 fingers or a good pair of blades! At this juncture, I can’t afford both, and both are low priority.But… argh, iWant!

I know that MJ mania would sprout once I got news of his death, similar to Leslie Cheung.But this is ridiculous.

I twittered this 2 hours ago.So at that moment, actually I was on the way back from having coffee with Jaywalk at Raffles City. I was actually at Citylink, walking towards Esplanade to take my bus.I went to Guardian and saw the newspapers for today, and realised that I haven’t purchased them for today. I ...

I am making soup right now. It’s called anything soup, because I don’t have the proper ingredients at home, and the minimart at the condo is CLOSED DOWN again, wtf.And I think I made a little too much for the both of us. Ah well, I can make freezer meals with it!I’m waiting for it ...