So I went back to Chiang Mai, Thailand from 4Jan to 21Jan for 17 days. I love the life there, it’s carefree and easy unlike the business of the city. The day I went back, the water stopped running, which … Continue reading →

Have you ever tried to put on a brave front so hard that you’re insides are screaming at you? Well, I did. My father called 2 nights ago, saying how he could not afford to pay for my studies. At … Continue reading →

For many months, maybe even almost half a year, my macbook’s airport had been down. It’s not that I don’t want to send it for repairs – it’s expensive. So, I had to rely on my iphone whenever I need … Continue reading →

Following up from yesterday, I was questioned and I don’t know scrutinized? And maybe sternly warned? I don’t know, I don’t want to remember yesterday. I had to write an incident report detailing what happen yesterday. I tried not to defend myself and to write without being bias. I think I wrote okay, but it ...

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This month I had some of the weirdest dreams. Most of them got to be my self-consciousness eating up on me but you know, dreams are dreams. You know how in movies when the main character will dream of people laughing at him or her? And usually the scene is in fish eye mode or ...

No, I did not go out like that wearing so much prints. I was bored at home, but I think I look pretty okay there y/n? Today while at work (and wearing my horrible work shirt) I saw my old school mates. I find it embarrassing to be seen working while they are already in ...

September 10th, is my boyfriend birthday. And also my father but I forgot to wish him. I bet no one in my family remembered/cares anyway. That’s what you get for leaving my family! Anyway, this is not about my dad, it’s about my boyfriend. because I couldn’t get any off days, I had to celebrate ...

I’m utterly confused on what should I do now. Going back to school would be expensive, considering the fact that in the future, I would have to pay for my own school fees and my allowance. Which means I have to work part-time even though my “dream” school is notoriously known to give tons of ...

So I’m off to work, technically it’s stock take, at 5am in the morning! That’s stupid because it’s supposed to be my off day aka rest day! Guess when’s my next off day? Next freaking Thursday! So including yesterday, today and all the days till Thursday, i’ll be working 9 days straight! Urgh! And it’s ...