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Never thought I am worthy
Have you ever been in love? With someone who is as in love with you?I have been. Almost a decade ago. In year 1999. When I was just 17. Opps did I just reveal my age? Damn.Ever since I lost that love of my life, I have been trying to drown myself in all sorts carnality. Say it and I have done it. Be it sleeping around, drunk almost half the time, using alternative medication to bring myself into a virtual world. I was literally throwing my life away. Hey wait. Haven't I been doing that all the time? LOLNonetheless. I wished I can believe I am that fortunate to be in love again. I just keep throwing that same stunt. Throwing my life away.I think my guy has been through the worst of all relationships. I have been through the worst depressions and mood swings in our beginnings and even till recently I have been paranoid. Even though it's milder than before. But still I think he had suffered a lot for my sake and it hurts to see him go through all that for me. Even though he said he don't mind. And that he love
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