at this rate, i know that we have fool no one, but us. i felt like a cheap slut. sampah. perempuan murah, tahu? i dun like to be abandon. i hate being alone. i cant take emptiness. hate it damn much when he dusnt show where he suppose to, and tell dat he cares, and tell he'll be there. mahu ucap sayang itu, susah benarkah? lagaknya seperti mahu muntah emas aja. in my …